Song of the moment: Shaam se aankh mein nami si hai
It was like the dust was scratched off the top of the trunk of memories to reveal the lock; it all came back like the dark cloud from the Pandora's box. It's been a year. One goddamn year, can you believe it. It is strange how everything including the pain comes alive the moment you start talking about something. And it wasn't passive this time. As well. I am so amazed at myself for being yet so under the influence.
And apart from the opening of the memory box, I am getting to hear extremely familiar phrases:
"...kitni vehli ho"
"...sharam naam ki toh koi cheez hi nahi hai"
"...nakhre hi bahut hain"
Do you know what that means? I haven't changed! I am partly happy about it, but partly sad as well... I do not want to be me anymore... I want the me to disappear behind a smiling face forever to not to be able to be reminded myself about me...
Song of this moment: Maine dil se kaha dhoond laana khushi...
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Even I want the old you to disappear, and to hear the echoes of "Its a new ME!!" :p
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